When the symptom come too early… (and I am ended up being me)
Another thing that I learned in life is that people doesn’t really change, especially for the basic character. We may have done different things, but the way we do it, is just the same. Diligent people will always be diligent, as well as lay-back people will always just be like that either in school or work. In my case, I think I am definitely a slacker with a bit kind of extremism behavior, which make me tend to do things different with common way of doing it, despite the consequences that it will cost me more. Arguing the no-way-to-be-wrong statement is something that sometimes I enjoy the most. So, no wonder that I’m a bit had “problem” in high school. 
Well, go back to high school time, slacker me made this “slacker” word sound even worse. I knew that lot of my friends hated me because of this (hate is always a part of friendship, thou 
). Some of them just kept quite, others confronted me openly, even brutally sometimes. I was previously thinking that they didn’t have any right to tell me what I have to do, coz it didn’t affect them in any way, and if it did, it was their fault to fell so 
Later I realize that I was not absolutely rite (another way to avoid perception that I confess I was wrong 
). When you fight on something and at the same time you find other people’s slacking, it is actually quite intimidating.
Now, I am in a condition where there is no way for me to be a slacker, and then I try so hard to be a study-oriented-never-skip-class diligent kind of student. Is it worked? A bit, but most of the time it is not. Maybe the way I am being slack is different,. When I was in high school, I didn’t even try to study and sleep very early in an exam period night, when most of my friends were studying all night long. But now, I can’t even sleep during exam time. Do I study? Again, a bit, but most of the time, I spend it in watching the movie, surfing the net, blog walking etc. In the end of the day I am just ended up being me. Huhuhuhuhu…. 
Unfortunately, it happens again this semester, even worse coz it comes too early. If previously it will come near to exam period, but now, the tendency is already started this week. I spent whole night this week without sleep. My friends in different time zone a bit surprised that they can find me still online every night at the time where I supposed to sleep ( I did sleep on the next day thou 
). Well, actually there were reasons for it. I had a quiz on Monday and I always skipped the lecture, I had a meeting with my FYP supervisor on Wednesday so I need to do some preparation, and Friday was a deadline for submitting an assignment. But again, when I try to remember what I was doing during those very long nights, what come out are: I was watching films and blogs walking. Now, the problem is, since my circadian rhythm has changed, very difficult to put it back to the normal rhythm 
Anyway, this week passed nicely. I am quite confident with my quiz and I submitted the assignment on the schedule. My Industrial Attachment result also has been released and the result is satisfying. The most important thing that I did this week is that I finally met my FYP supervisor. But the bad news is my FYP supervisor changed the project. If before it was about magnetic semiconductor, now it is about carbon nanotubes. If before the project title was very cool “Co-doped ZnO Diluted Magnetic Semiconductor and Its Application”, now the title is…. “Don’t Have a Title Yet… “ hahahahahahahaha. 
Another reason why I will not be able to sleep next day….
