A damn tired few weeks…
And yeah, it is about my job…
Kinda feel that my current jobload is more than I can handle, more than I suppose to get in my current job level, and for sure more than what I am getting paid for… But maybe it is just my feeling coz everyone feel the same..
Quite an extreme feeling I experienced yesterday, because of a good year end review from my next level boss, but just few moments after that he scolded me for a very insignificant stuff (in my opinion) and I have a very good reason not to do that stuff…
Anyway, in that kind of situation, I am not kind of people that can keep quite and accept whatever my boss said. I think it is necessary to react appropriately to explain the situation and follow up with some action to clear the air. I did say “no” to my boss, and till now I am still wondering if I am doing the right thing, but I hope the action that I did right after that can really make him understand… finger crossed…
Anyway to boost my self confidence and self worthiness (and not to mention for celebrating narcissism ;P), I would like to share my bosses comment in my year end review…
Direct Boss comment :
Hamid has performed positively to all the challeges presented to him. Being in the job for 1 year, he has showed great initiative and autonomy.He still needs developement in organization awareness and integration to work more cohesively with process and production.
Next level Boss comment :
Hamid demonstrated his good capability with positive attitude even though he is one year experienced engineer.In 2009, big contribution is expected to make breakthrough in ViPower technology and to develop himself technically for personal point of view.
Pretty good huh? for sure there is always room for improvement… and the “breakthrough” expectation is a huge challenge… I hope that I can survive this year… another finger crossed…
